quotes from #PR (Punishment report) by richard j.
[richard j. broke the law and put himself in harm’s way]
i didn’t consider any of the risks involved, nor did i consider any of the people that care about me whilst taking such risks. i was made to kneel in the corner on rice and listen to a scolding from Sir.
W/we then talked about it for a while, and i prepared a bar of Dove soap [as instructed] Once it was ready, i was made to kneel back in the corner on rice (naked from waist down) [for a thorough mouth soaping]…
had to listen to the scolding again whilst kneeling there with my head lowered to allow drool to drain from my mouth onto my shirt.
Once the scolding was finished i had the soap coat the inside of my mouth and mixed with the drool cover my face, and then say the paragraph Sir had prepared for me out-loud before i was allowed to wash up. i then wrote the paragraph as lines 10 times.
i have a particular dislike for the dove brand soap, i hate the smell of it so it was particularly awful for me. Kneeling in the rice was a lot harder and more painful the second time and i had difficulties kneeling completely upright and keeping posture.
The soap was awful and i could taste and smell it for the rest of the evening. The whole punishment made me feel degraded and humiliated, but also very sorry for what i did. It was a hard lesson to learn.
i learned that i need to think of my health and the pain i could potentially cause others before making decisions that are harmful. i learned that not only [breaking the law/put myself in harm’s way are] bad, but the punishment is much, much worse. i learned that Sir is there for me, to protect me when i am weak and don’t protect myself.