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what dreams may come {M/f}

 what dreams may come {M/f}

*“No, Daddy, you can take Debbie to the hairdresser appointment and go to the park just the two of you, I will be fine, I promise!”* she convinced her Daddy, who in fact was a bit astonished to hear his older daughter, who else was so keen on going to the park with him, would prefer to be at home all by herself. She was still not supposed to read, as by her eye doctor’s orders, and Daddy was suspicious, she might want to break the rule when unsupervised. She shook her head vehemently at his insinuation. *“No, Daddy, I will not be reading, nor watching TV, nor any other forbidden thing, I promise!“* she insisted. He gave her a long look, trying to see if she would get nervous, possibly hiding a date she was planning on, behind his back, but her eyes did not give. She could see his probing looks drilling into her and so she did spill the beans on her plan for the afternoon. Anna just had read that article that meditation was good for your health. She would just give it a shot. And be a good girl too. Promise! **Well fair enough** Daddy thought out loud, **but make sure your meditation does not lead to a no nap rule violation, young lady**.

Anna watched Daddy drive away, from the kitchen window and waved Debbie and him bye-bye. The house was so quiet with everyone gone. The cat Penelope winked silently from the scratch post top shelf, as to approve. Or maybe just to wink. Anna was not sure. Oh to read a book would be so tempting, but, no, she had given her word to Daddy. She would be a good girl, and meditate. No need to get a stern lecture from her Daddy upon coming back, about duty and responsibility, promises and accountability and integrity and all the other super important blah blah she was too tired to hear and that already echoed in her brain when she heard him address her as “*young lady*” – she was definitely too old for that! No reading, no napping, just that new thing: meditation!

 

It seemed easy enough. No complex slow-motion dance moves like in yoga, just sit on the floor and let the zen come. The only problem was, this position on the cold floor was totally uncomfy. How you can meditate in that position was beyond her. She would try the sturdy chair in the kitchen her Daddy would put her on in time out. That seemed a fair compromise. Meditation, a form of unplug. Made sense. It would still be uncomfy in a way, but cretainly more practical. Yes, indeed, the meditation comes from far east, where they dont have chairs. And it is warmer there. They can afford to sit on the floor, but not this girl, up here, where the climate was rough. The chair would be rough enough. And in deed, it was!

Ow, her back hurt in that chair, and not just that, it stung, in all the places. The unforgiving flat wood just did not do any favors to neither her thighs nor her back. Not even her posterior with its padding seemed to feel any comfort on this chair. And all those bad feelings – memories – from when she (or Debbie) would have to sit here, facing the corner, on endless minutes turning into hours, and quarter hours turning into dull days – oooh this was so not a good idea. She would never be able to have the zen come to her on THAT chair, what was she thinking?

There must be a less painfull way to meditate. They said in the article it was relaxing. It was like a reset. It could hardly be relaxing in discomfort, Anna figured. The idea of a chair, was not bad, it was just that she had chosen the wrong place, and the wrong chair. The kitchen was just too distracting. With all the cookies in the jars (she was not supposed to have) tempting her, it was no miracle she could not get in a meditative zen state. She would better go to the living room and sit on the couch. She would cosy up her cold body in that soft fake furr blanket and maybe Penelope would join her by her feet to give her that extra soft and warm rub she adored to receive. Thought, said and done! Daddy would be so proud, to see her determination, she thought approvingly about herself on his behalf and nodded mocking his sinceire nod. She giggled a little bit, happy about that compliment she just received.

But even sitting cuddled up on the sofa was not meditative enough. The zen would just not come. She would need a bit of an extra, she thought, those zens just love it as comfy as possible, and they need input, like a trail of thought, where to go, and what would be better than to take that travel book from the shelf. It was not really reading. It was filled with maps and pictures and photographs, and it was about Asia or the Orient well it was about the Orient Express, close enough. And Agatha Kristie really knew how to capture a mind, it would be so zen, she thought, and started reading the story, and waited for the zen to come, when her tired eyes just shut and she slid to that totally zen meditative state…

SpankieMonster, on His patrol watched the girl’s peaceful sleep, with a soft SMile around His Monster mouth. She looked perfectly peaceful, like the lil angel she could be, but why oh why did she not sleep like this at an Godly hour and instead waste the afternoon? But to wake her up, no, that just did not make a good teaching moment. And He would just have to teach her a lesson, about what dreams may come… and so He kissed her forehead ever so gently, allowing her to sleep that sleep she craved and granted her the wish, she would find what she was looking for, the State of Meditation and the reset, she would need, conveniently, cosied up, on the coach in her sleep. She instinctively pulled
the covers closer, feeling a strange sense of discomfort and slid deeper into napland, into the Spirit realm where SpankieMonster and other spirits live.

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