After any “intervention-action” dealings with one of Mine, they are instructed to send Me a feedback, be it a #pure (punishment report), #core (correction report), #dire (discipline report) or #mare (maintenance report). These feedback reports are done to My very #Sirtain specifics. Some of these reports come in bullet points, some in more or less essay form. Some are just a couple or handful of simple sentences, others almost prose. I rarely share any of the contents, and if I choose to share it is only with explicit written consent. Today’s gem is no exception, to My rules, but it is, an exceptionally well-written piece, too beautiful, thoughtful, mindful, honest and written with palpable vulnerability as to not share this gem. written by My owned, collared submissive @SirsPantinette *
Taken In Hand by @SirsPantinette * (name anonymized)
Impromptu Parking Lot Teaching Moment ~ through #StrictMotivation
Knew when i sent that message – “if i’m not submitting and obeying correctly – then teach me” – that i was being a bit too sassy. Did not anticipate what followed… not at all!
Your calling was a Sir prize and the fact that You stayed on the phone with me after sending me back into the Mall to buy a kitchen utensil; which yes i knew was going to be used on me in the parking lot! This made me feel immediately submissive, obedient and also it weirdly felt comforting – joined with feelings of anticipation about what was to come! Did not care and was not embarrassed to be on the phone with You or buying one small item. Did not even care if they heard me call You Sir or Daddy. i am Yours and i will do as You say when You say and that is both a grounding and mind blowing self realization.
You kindly allowed me to move my car to a more secluded part of the parking lot; which was another Sir prize because i truly believed You were going to punish me where i was parked and if there were lots of witnesses; oh well that would be on me. So, thank You so much for this generosity!
You, Daddy, are the Scolding Master! Because first You scolded me severely. In so doing You spanked my mind and heart… soundly! […] So when You shared how it hurt Your heart! Oh how i was crushed to learn that i hurt Your heart ;( That was near too much to bear.
It is during Your scolding/s that i learn just how much You know about me and it is vast! Sir prizingly so – You have a gift of clarity when You share Your insights and it reaches into the depth of my very being. It is easily identified as truth because these are things i already know about myself, but do not own, or am accepting as my truth or voice or i’m in denial about and overlooking? […]
You talked about my lack of being mindful and the moment You said it i knew just what You meant. There is no denying You when You share Your insights. What there is now is a freedom – a freedom to own and embrace these shortcomings, these ignored parts of self […] to have You hold a mirror up to my face.
Once You have placed me in the mindset where You want me then the spanking begins. You did not go easy on me no matter that i was visible for anyone walking by and at times that were people walking by and seems #SpankieMonster knew this fact! Choosing those moments to punish harder! The spoontula HURT – no, let me correct that statement – i believed that it hurt. That was until You used the [… / #SecretOfYourTrade ].
OH EM GEEEEEEEEEEEEE… waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Dadddddddyyyyyyyy
sobbing, crying snotty mess of a girl in my back seat ;(
You added something new to my punishment regime this afternoon. It started with the fact that You want to teach me to be mindful, present and attentive to the words that i type. Not only to the words, but how i use my pronouns. Only You receive a pronoun that is capitalized, because it is only to You that i am submissive and it is You whom i obey!
This punishment, […] to my left hand, was quite difficult to take, not only because it hurt soooo much, but also because it was not only about my being mindful of pronoun use when typing. You also punished me about O/our ongoing conversation about […] I will take what You say i deserve no matter my mind or hearts disagreement in the moment. I do not know what You do or who You are speaking to. If needed i will speak my peace later, but You are my leader and it is You whom i obey and am learning to be completely submissive too.
As much as i cried during my scolding and my spanking it was Your generous gift that broke my dam and had me crying the most. You said it so softly and matter of fact that it caught me completely by Sir prize – oh not only the gift, but my reaction! You gave me something i’ve never been granted by another person – ever! It is simply one, my collaring the other, of the best gifts i have ever been granted in my life and i cannot thank You enough for this act of thoughtful kindness ❤ You honestly and truly want me to find my voice, my true and authentic voice. Oh wow crying now with the beauty of Your gracious generosity! […] i was touched to my core and though i tried could not stop all the tears from spilling out of me. Thank You my Daddy Sir Dragon, my love, my Sun, my Moon, my Owner <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
You are well aware that both Your scolding’s and painful and harsh spankings cause tears for different reasons. They touch different parts of my being; which bring the lesson full circle. It is a beautiful and painful journey and i am made better each time i’m brought to my knees, literally or metaphorically, by You. it is a pity those girls who’s hearts and minds and souls are not touched when scolded. Thankfully i am not one of those girls. i am one of Yours!
I do apologize for being careless with my mind. i apologize for once more knowing that i was tired – too tired to be engaging – and yet still felt pulled to play. i will learn to take better care of myself and what belongs to You.
i also apologize for not acting on Your first instruction about […] Thank You Daddy for taking the time to train, teach, scold, discipline and punish me for not obeying You the first time You said […] (it). Thank You for now i have roadside assistance of a different sort! i also have the #abcd *.*